Escapade to Dambulla

Alright me back from Dambulla. Ohh escapde?? Ya bit I guess. Nut this wasn't really the escape that I had in my mind. Well Haldummulla scars are yet to be healed. Well it all started with a text message I recieved Friday evening from my best buddy saying he will show up. Well I was pretty happy about it. I mean come on was supposed to be the most boring outing. I was dead tired when I showed up at uncle Basils place thanx for some all day cricket fiesta. Ayomi akii was there and so was Russ. Me my buddy, Ayomi akki and my sis all got into Russ's vehicle and we sped off.

And wow we started getting calls from our parents asking us to travel in tandem with there vehicles (in the middle!!) as soon as we tried to speed. Well poor Russ had a nasty time controlling his emotions just hit the the peddle. Well it was all fun inside the car with all of us cracking jokes and stuff. Anyway the boring drive came into an end and here we are in Dambulla at a around 2.00 'o clock I guess.

Me and my buddy started off the with moving stuff. Darn it was messy. And I was damn tired as well. I went to sleep almost immediately. The mosquito's gave me a hell of a time stinging and buzzing. So it wasn't comfortable at all. Rosa showed up that morning to liven things up. Guess she too was bored with proceedings that day. I mean it was juz below ordinary. We were stuck inside this house with plenty of food to eat. No alcohol and the great out doors were out of bounds for us. Thanx to our wonderful past records. Geez I just went three papaya trees away from the garden. And bang fire alarms!! Mom dad uncles aunts all calling us to come back!! I was frustrated with my folks and was in a bit of a grumpy mood. Guess the Dambulla heat made it even worse.

The day was an utter waste. I was so frustrated that I actually wasted a day which I could have made some money while having some fun, if I was at home. Next day woke up. And was so eager to get the hell out of that wretched place. Anyway I guess Basil uncle was a bit upset(only person to even think about what we felt!!!) about us feeling so grumpy. So he decided to take us to the pool. Ya well that was awesome. specially with the Dambulla heat. And yeah it was time to get home. Was so pleased. And we drove back in Russ's car. Met chinthsz on the way. Was back from the Bradby.

What was the real fun in this escapade?? Ya good queation. Well at least I had my eyes off from a computer for 3 days straight. And of coz hanging around with my favorite friends was reallly awesome. The food was juzt superb!! Loved it all the way. Thanx to Nilanthi auntie. Well the pool and thats it i ges. The worst drive I've ever had so nothing there.

SO that was the great escapade. Escapade I guess.

Project!!

It was the third day of our second semester. We got the message the previous night that our project groups have been announced. And we were all nervous and our fingers crossed hoping our friends would click together. The shuttle came late that morning so we were in a real hurry. As for the fact that I had cut my earlier lecture which was suppose to be my 1st lecture, this was my first lecture. So I was in a real hurry. Still I couldn't resist the urge to have a peek on my project group. I rushed into the notice board and had a look. Feverishly searching for my name. Clock was ticking and couldn't find my name. So I went to the lecture. Inside everyone was talking about the project groups. I tried to see if anyone had checked my name. I was shocked to hear that I was a standalone player in my group!!!! Noway. No friends? Well no one they knew.

I was so damn frustrated the whole lecture. Was practically counting the seconds away till it was finished. And bang I sped away from the lecture room to check the groups. And I finally found my name on the list with the help from one of my friends. I was going through my buddy list. And gosh... There they were. Some chiks I knew. At last some one I know. And my friends were true. There wasn't anyone from our click.

Well the only one I really know in our group was a girl from our batch. Have to say she's really good. And has a near 4.0 GPA. So I wasn't really all down with our group. The other girl I knew was actually from batch 2. Well lets juz say we used to text each other through the course web those days. And this was the 1st time we actually met and talk. Some other guys were there too. Out of them there was only one person whom I knew properly.

But all in all my guess is that our group seem to be on the better side compared with what others had! And I'm sort of looking forward to start off my project work too.

Oh and this is really interesting. I think I've mentioned about this woman in my blog long time back. I had a crush on this particular woman. Well I heard today that this woman was seen hanging around with this guy in a shopping mall. Someone told me she was going out with a guy but this was the real confirmation. Guess it should be curtains down on her..lol.

I'm going out this weekend with my parents and some friends. Well C in particular. My best buddy seem to be not coming and I've got the feeling that this is going to be one of those boring weekend trips I've been. I wander even if C would appear. Gosh I'm going to hang on a return bus to Pettah and come back home if that happens!!

Cmon...moi that unimportant!!!!! WTF was I thinking!!!

Ok this sukzz. Well it didn't start out that bad. It all started with a friends B'day treat. One of my friends who was going out with one of Jello's friends invited me and another friend of me to help them out in a project. Thou I was a bit lousy getting into this given my previous experience I just thought it maybe for a good cause (Helping out). Anyway my friend was all hyped up about this and I was dragged on to this. Well I had the 1st ever meeting with a client in a bit of a professional level. Well to be frank the only professional thing about our meeting was tea!! Which our client bought us generously. Jello wasn't there. Heard she was inside a lecture. Which obviously meant that these women were cutting lectures. Couldn't really accuse them of anything thanks for the fact that I was cutting my lectures too!!! Anyway 4gt about those plastics.. All the while they were explaining this question they made remarks such as "Ane mei gollo hari shok ne..." "Hari sweet ane.." Was thinking to my self and was saying "Ya my ass.." Plastics all the way.

Anyway our rendezvous with the plastics ended and we went off to play cricket. Had an awesome time. And the plastics even came to the field and got me a printed version of the question. Well have to say one woman who was with'em didn't really suite be called a plastic. So this particular team was made up with the 2 plastic chiks Jello and the other non plastic woman. Guess she's organic or what ever.

Was dead tired when I came back home but started doing the presentation. And then only it struck to me that Oh no, this is damn hard. I had to go through endless search pages read'em and simplify'em and write them in my own words. Thank god we had Operating systems last semester which really helped me. I was suppose to mail this presentation before 10.30 p.m to Jello. well it was 10.15 and I still had about 5-6 slides left and none of the animations and effects were really finished. Then one of the plastics called me up and told me to bring the presentation tomorrow morning. I said ok and finished the Presentation some where around 12:30. By the time I had dozed off a couple of times infront of the computer and my eyes hurt really badly. And of coz Contession bugged me too.

And then woke up in the morning when my phone rang, which displayed a land line no. I was like WTF this early, who the hell is this. Then I got the feeling that this might be one of the plastics. And I answered. My voice was all hoarse and my head was all turning. Ohh it was Jello. She had expected my mail last night and was checking whether I had mailed it. And of course I hadn't. So it happened and I got dressed and was off to SLIIT.

Gave the presentation in the morning. Was juz me and Jello in the morning at the labs. And I must have mumbled about ummm... 10 words all the while? Ya I guess. Anyway I gave it and after a while her friends showed up. I gave a breif explanation about the show and retired to play ET with my friends.

And then in the evening Contession came up and bugged me saying I got a call in the morning. Was wandering..hmm how did she know?? and she told me that Jello got the no from her. I didn't want to get bugged furthermore so I went off. And then it got into my mind wait a sec Jello had called me several times before. That was back when I did her 1st Presentation. So why ask for my no? Of coz I dunnno whether it was my right brain or my left brain which answered saying "Duh idiot she doesn't have it...And why the fuk should she ever have it...." Reality check 1.1

No wonder why there was no reply from Jello for my new year wishes(embarrassing even when I recall it). Reality check 1.2. Well it was the real story. What was I thinking in the first place. Who am I to even have a crush on some one like Jello? Skinny, small, piece of joke to even think of some one like that?? duh! Reality check 1.3. Thats when it all really struck me. I wonder how many people really even know me seriously except for the fact that I'm a real piece of joke at SLIIT(For that fact my whole life time). I always wandered what people thought of me. How they sized me up. How seriously they took my feelings, my opinions and of course what I care. Most importantly how important I was for them as a person. Well a chain reaction of thoughts just carried me to the ends of my personality.

I know for a fact that a reality check is never easy for me. I mean when was it easy? Well this time around I felt really unimportant. Anyway 2nd semester kikn off....Groups have been assigned for the projects. And oh Boy I've got no idea who'll be my new team mates!!!

My emotions simplified | Definitions

Freakin awesome : This is the best you can get out of me!! I'm just over the moon. And I'm probably out of my senses too. Usually this means I'm up to anything. Would also mean that its dangerous because usually this means I'm up to some mischieve.
Reason for emotion :? Some achievement while playing, Seriously Drunk, Hanging out with ma friends and seriously gone crazy (the friends syndrome), Trying to show off(yeah sometimes I do that | usually to prove something)
Actions :? Loud laughter, Jumping around in different poses, Nothing to loose attitude which result in various acts of mischievousness, In short I'm flying and carefree.

Jolly good : This is my normal chill out mood which I hang around with usually. Usually has a smile. Not always thou. Sometimes it maybe just a smirk. But I'm cruising.
Reason for emotion :? Nothing too over pleasing. Just the normal day to day life's activities which I'm really enjoying.
Actions :? Chirpy behavior, Most of the time I'm dreaming in this gear, imagining stuff about people and about me, Usually lot of stuff go into my mind in this state.

Serious : This is when I'm either studying for my exams or encountered with a real problem that I've taken serious!! This is not that usual and hard to observe. This mood can result in either jolly good or upset depending on the result of the activity I've indulged in.
Reason for emotion :? Studying, Encountered with a problem and I have taken it pretty seriously ( now thats serious!!), decision making, thinking/planning my future(thats a very rare occurrence)
Actions :? Usually my hand is some where in my face (mouth, forehead e.t.c), I maybe wandering around looking clues from the environment, Scratching my head, fiddling with my hair.

Flat : When my emotion'o'meter is going up and down this occurs. This means my positive moods are been negated by my negative moods and vice versa. This usually means rough times.
Reason for emotion :? Happy times or bad times with both of them in the middle.
Actions :? I go all smug sometimes but i can squeeze a laugh or 2. This doesn't occur that often.

Upset : This ain't good. Somethings wrong. Occurs when I'm not happy over something. Not the best of moods. May be a touch aggressive too. CHIK PROBLEMS!!
Reason for emotion :? Usually when i disagree over something, when expected results don't come out from a certain activity, when someone mistreats me, demean or act disrespectfully.
Actions :? A bit pissed sometimes, talks less, thinks a lot, don't get things into my head that quickly or it never actually happens, Smug face.

Super upset : OH boy this isn't good at all. well for a fact this is very rare. Actually I can recall all most all the moments I've been in this mood my whole life. It's that rare and hardly occur.
Reason for emotion :? Well this when I'm really hurt by some one or something. I'm not that good when it comes stuff regarding my mom and partings. So usually this is either one of them. Other than that when I breakup with my friends too I feel this bad but usually it's upset. Then again when a shocking failure comes up I get super upset. Sometimes when I'm shaken by something this happens too.
Actions :? Hardly talks, thinks the whole time, become solitary away from the hustle, Have my eyes glued at the same spot for a really long time, my thoughts are not clear and the things that I get from the outside gets a hell of a lot of time to be processed, my reflexes are really slow and concentration levels are really down.


So that's my array of emotions. The moment I'm writing this entry I'm in a jolly good mode. Who knows maybe I'll juz go freakin awesome or upset in another second!!!

What?? Stopped Vectoring!!!!!

Hmm... Well I've figured out by now the best thing I can do in my life is Vectoring. Which I was so into and well which I seem to have aced a bit. But yep I quit vectoring. Don't know why but i juz felt so. For how long I'll stay out of Vectors? Who knows....

Anyway last couple of weeks were like going on sleigh ride. Up and down. Had my exams.. All 4 on the trot!! DUH!! WTF what was the Sliit admin thinking?? I was soo tired depressed and overwhelmed by all of that exam bullshit. Anyway its over.

Well I have to say last 3 or 4 weeks partying was the name of the game. Had an awesome time jumping form one party to the other. B'day treats and juz pure fun partying. Well the most interesting outing was with ma Maldivian freinds. Who came over to Sri Lanka to watch the SAAF finals between India and Maldives. Apparently Maldives beat us in the Semi Finals 1-0. I got the call to come over and join them. But had no idea where we were going. Only when I got into the car that i figured out we were headed to the match!!!! And wallah we were there and only when I went in I figured that The other side was actually India!!!hahaha The atmosphere was cracking!!! Over 4000 maldives had apeared in Sri Lanka juz to watch the match. And all of'em were here. OMG the live music(there version of papare) And the chiks!!!! Oh yeah.. Maldivian chiks rule. Anyway met our friends and cheered for Maldives and they won. Oh shit these guys like broke into a fervor when the actual goal was scored and it kept on like that till they got the cup. No partying that day. They had there own party with there fellow countrymen. Next day we fixed a time and we met again. This time at Trans Asia. Had an awesome time there. Surprised my frnds wife on her B'day and was all good.

Poson came and went. Had some fun with dansal...hehe. All these days I've been playing cricket like hell. Oh feel so good. What could be better than going out in the sun and playing some good old cricket. So awesome!!!!

Well some one said I should put up a job as a counselor. Well yeah I've been listening to people. As I mentioned before I'm a people person. I love people. But I feel a bit hurt when I hear how cruel people can be. Juz sick!!!

Anyway...Im really enjoying life these days. Waiting for my next semester to kick off. WoW how awesome can that be. A bit nervous about my exam results. Got my IELTS exams next 5th too. Oh and Basil uncles here from Italy. May go out somewhere. Not sure whether I'm going thou. Sister havn exams and all. Hope at least I can get thru. Darn...

A lot to look forward to. Hope everything goes fine...:D