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Saturday, May 24, 2008

Flat :-|

Ya its flat.:) It's not fine nor its bad. So it's flat. Had some awesome times with my friends. Attended a lot of parties. Ya loads of them. And I shaved my head!!! lol. Feel a lot more lighter. There were odd days I felt a bit down for some certain reasons. Things that made me remind me of my past.

Well one incident was when I watched this movie. Well I watched dozens this past month or 2!! The one I mentioned was "P.S I Love You". Starring Hillary Swank and Gerard Butler. Was awesome, all the while painful. It made me think of Jello. Why? Well I don't know. But the film was superb. But it made me think a lot. And that made me a bit gloomy for a certain period of time.

M
y Renatacoder life was also kicking off. Got some bids accepted. And got the money too. Also had a client signing me off with private auctions;-) . This is really cool. My facebook time has also drastically dropped. I really didn't have that much hype to really goof around facebook anymore. This would mainly account to the fact that I hardly indulge my self in Fightclub. My favorite application in facebook.

Well all these days I learned a lot from someone. Well she's been through a lot. And some stuff I really don't think she deserves at all. And when I hear them I really think how cruel people can be when it comes to relationships. When I hear all these stories she has gone through I was like, geez I seriously lack drama in my life. She has poured a great part of her experiences to me. And from what I heard I also got to know how women think. Sometimes they are just over conscious about stuff. Relationships are based on trust. And people should know to trust each other. I think this is the main reason why relationships collapse. Anyway she's a wonderful woman and I'm glad to have conversed with her about all her lives adventures. And it's good to know there's always someone whom I can turn on when things just go horribly wrong.


And of course there's this characters I have met long ago but failed to judge who they were and now slowly appearing in bits and pieces who they are what they do and there agendas.
This person I'm reffering to is a close friend of mine. Has his own agenda to get to the top. And would sacrifice anything on his way to achieve it. Very social. Can get around anything with his pep talk. And is also a pervert. He's got his own woman (who is a pretty innocent and short sighted woman, also has a poor judgment on people whilst can be fooled very easily) and plays around with many woman who I know and is desperately trying to catch some more birdies I know. Well this ain't my business. So I would not wish to speak further about this person. But I can hardly blame him. For he is a genius of his own trait. So may it be.

I also went to Katharagama with my family. Well it was boring. But also made me wander what people do. I mean there beliefs and how they act upon them. Deities who we worship. Well I don't see anything wrong with that, just that how they worship them is my point of argument. I really don't see any point of offering fruits and money to deities. For what lord Buddha has preached is once you do any work of merit just think that some of these merit that we've done belongs to the deities. Thats it. Thats what the deities want. Well the best part of the trip was the drive. Whoa awesome!!!


So It's been like this for some time now. A lot of thinking, observing and listening. Hardly any actions.Thanx for the fact that it's holidays. I'm on the process of revamping my character. I want to change it!!!! But have to start studying for my exams. Which will kick off some where around the 6th of June. So a lot ahead. And of course the 6 finalists have been announced. Nope we ain't there. But we are just keeping our fingers crossed in been selected for the top 20 at least.... hope fully :) It's over and out.........


Saturday, May 3, 2008

it's une superbe vecteur de gelée

Ya its a magnificent Vector of Jello! Hmm ya I did another Vector of Jello.  Thought keeping it for myself this time.  Except for the very few.  It was awesome.  1205 layers, 36 hrs, 1/2 a coke bottle, one full EGB and thats what u get.  What was I thinking??? No idea just did it.  Wasn't overwhelmed after  finishing it.  Well i guess it filled up my emotions when it wasn't going that good.  

What wasn't going that good?? Imagine cup. We screwed up big time!! The Game didn't turn out the way we wanted.  We couldn't get a proper map done due to some errors in our collisions.  So we were all down in the final 48 hours before submitting.  So i turned to good old vectoring to fill me up.  And it did.  Nothing was really happening these days.  Was totally committed to our game and my vector.  Didn't even eat properly.  My sleeping pattern was in a disarray.  Sleeping at odd times and staying up till about 4'o 'clock in the morning.

Hoping to get back to normalcy in the next couple of days.  Had  a rendezvous with jello the other day.  Wow! i have blocked her alright.  Geez couldn't even look at her face.

straddling along this strange path I've found.... I'll juz go on.......