I'm Imagining.....:D

Well things have changd?? I dunno may b it has.  Wow is this the 1st time I'm not bloggin about a gal? lol ya i guess so.  Well i guess my jello has gone for good.  Traces of her still lingers in my head when ever i see her.  But I think it's all gone for good.  To be frank this is what's happening around.  I just can't face her anymore.  so I just blocked her away.  It feels bad, but in a way good :-(. 

Any way lot did happen.  Imagine cup Sri Lanka final were held this week.  Got inviited there.  We were supposed to do a presentation.  And we worked our asses off.  Day and night.  Some of my friends even came over to my place to finish the presentation. And it was 3 in the morning when we all went to sleep.  But all in vain when this organizer just came in and said you are guys ain't doing it due to some screw up in our agenda!!!Oh screw u damn it!! Oh shit come on dud we skipped our exams for this shit!! And i paid 1500 for the taxi!!! We were so pissed and helpless and all fucked up.  I felt like sabotaging the whole function by doing some crazy shit!!!  Anyway got the certificates for the 2nd round qualification.  And that was pretty good coz it was from  MICROSOFT.  And we all expected them to throw away free x-box's to us.  Coz we were like the only 2 teams from Sri lanka to make the finals.  But we only got 2 tea mugs that was it.  So good for our X-box dreams.

As I said before we skipped our examinations for the grand finale. We have to submit our game on the 2nd of may and the finalists will be announced on the 24 th of May.  I badly hope that we would get through.  It will get us free tickets to France and to stay there for about a week.  It would be amazing if it happens.  Just keeping our fingers crossed.  Coz we did a good job in our game.  We used some real cool graphics and the game play seem to be really cool.  the only problem I have is that our game play's relevance to the Imagine cup theme.

I think i should give some insight into our game.  It takes place in the future (year 3008).  Some horrible invention has gone wrong and is now ended up in a mess where thee things called Mechs have over taken us humans.  And the game is all about the fight back.  Where we have to preserve the nature and fight back.  Whilst the Mechs eat up all the vegetation and any living being.  

Well it's still raining on and off.  But its damn hot too.  I've lik been away from social life for some time now.  At home doing my game all the time.  And my social life has been replaced by a virtual life.  IM, Facebook, textin, etc 

One of my cousins back here in Sri lanka. Staying for a shrot while.  They all came to our place for a small dinner.  And my cousins wives sister showed up too.  She's just gorgeous.  I just loved every moment she was there. All right what's wrong of admiring some one who's truly gorgeous.

Thats all i guess for now.  Whos knows what's next in line for me.  I'll post some screen shots of our game too :P

Hmmm..

After Sometime..... Ya I know. Wow lot has happened and gone.  I level of self realization is at it's peak i guess.  Well where to start.  As usual my life evolved around a girl last couple months.  Sometimes it makes me think that I 'm some sort of a pervert!!!! But it's me I guess it's natural for a man to have feelings about the opposite sex.  

Alright this particular person, I call her Jello.  I don't know where it came to me.  It sort of rhymed with the word Hello.  You know like hello jello.  Sounded nice. This woman, I wrote on my last blog, well a small introduction.  Not much of an introduction more of my feeelings and how i coped with it.  Yeah i was surprised how far i have matured with my emotions!! 

No point talking about my emotions any more, let me go on with the story. Stuff happened.  Well as in my last post i never wanted to express my feeling towards Jello.  Due to the simple fact that I couldn't do it.  Didn't have the guts.  But i expressed what I felt within myself.  One way I Did so was by creating a vector of her. I sneaked out a picture of her from one of my friends and I drew it. Heres the link of my vector: Jello

Took me 3 days to complete it.  But half way through I sort of realized my pointless creation of this art.  But, well lets juz say it wasn't half way through.  Because most of the art was finished. Anyway I stopped.  Well lets say this creation got into the wrong hands.  One of ma friends saw this and instantly figured out some thing fishy was going on.  And boom he went on to tell her that i had a crush on her!!!

Fuck....  Well I was like... WTF!!  I made myself clear from the start that I wont even make an attempt to express my feelings coz I juz can't do it.  And now what had I got myself into. Well that's not the best part.  Next day night was chatting with her cuz on msn only to hear this. Jello had told her, "Ask 'dollz (a.k.a me)' to stop havn a crush on me"!!! Dump??? no way!!!  I didn't ask her out right? So I wont call it been Dumped.  But, I was confused.  What was I supposed to do?? Scream? Get upset? or juz say 'so what ?' But I had one feeling boiling in my guts.  It was embarrassment *blush.  I'm blushing now while I'm typing.  Next day I found it really hard to come face to face with her!!  

So what did I do?? I had to erase her out of my mind.  Yeah thats what I did.  Forget it.  Unfortunate though.  I enjoyed juz keeping her in my mind but now it was way out of control.  So I juz gave up.  

Well it's rainig these days and raining hard.  Got invited to the imagine cup Sri lanka finals.  Shit scene is we are having our exams next week!! Damn! Cya soon..ciao