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Thursday, December 27, 2007

After a while


Well its been like 6 months b4 i posted any thing. Well i thought of starting my blog again
Things have changed all right. Met friends, failed exams, passed exams e.t.c ......
Country has changed as well....My favorite past times has also changed.....
Ok lets start from some where....hmm.....Well big news I've completed my 1st year at uni.....
Passed all 5 subjects and i'm rollin ahead on to the second year...And of coz as expected i failed ma cima exams ....This time 2 subjects....:-(....Well in the brighter side of life I quit Cima at least its over....At last i guess a nightmare is over......

I've met a lot of people. Well friends u could say. Had some fun times. But had my ups and downs here and there. Mainly I was damn depressed wen i was stuck inside my home...Caged bird . No where to fly I was really lonely. For a moment I wish I had a girl...;-)

Anyway got through those rough patches mainly bcoz of ma frnds. Hanging around them made me feel at ease. Well the other big news was my mom and sis went abroad. India actually. For 10 days. It was juz me and dad all 10 days.

I started badminton and chess at sliit..lol. Well seems to be interesting. And my chess moves, well forget about it, it would take me at least another 10 games before I regain my sight....
Well I'm not taking any of my games that serious. Just playing for the fun of it.

My favorite pas time has changed to Fight club. Well its an application inside facebook. Spends a lot of time there hanging around killing time. I've been spending awful lot of time in front of the computer lately. Well i have to say my life is starting to become really dull. Lately i have been reminiscing about my life how it has been and how it shall progress. Sometimes i feel really lonely
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I feel a touch a helpless when that happens....

Well sumthing did happen. lastweek i got lost in the mountains for my vacation. Well with family and friends. My friends cousin was there. Whom I thought was really cute. Well when the trip ended it wasn't like before. Something had happened. Coz i knew for sure while we were there something had happened between us. I was damn confused and i didn't know what to do. So i juz let it be. But when i came home only i knew that something was missin...And that was dreadful. I knew for a fact that i wont meet her anytime soon. And that thought was awful.

I'm so confused. I'm having an emotional breakdown. Too many emotions criss crossing my brain!!! And i dont know what to hope for......