Whoa its been one hell of a ride these days. Everything has happened since my last post. Kind of confused right now. Certain things shall be censored for obvious things from this post. Given the fact of my dumb and foolish acts this blog ain't anonymous anymore. So most people know who I am. Darn!!!
So to the big topic. I'll be off the island paradise in another 4 days...:'( Yeah my visa got stamped for the great out back (Aussie). So i thought of writing something now. Of course most of my things are packed and I'm like jobless for the rest of the days. Guess i'm heading for an emotional disaster. Now i'm slowly starting to feel that feeling of loneliness which is slowly engulfing me in this strange bubble. As i say goodbye to my friends one by one the hole widens in my heart as a wretched sinking feeling slowly sets in. Guess this is what life is all about.
Anyway the last couple of days or so has been like a dream ride. My farewell party at mount beach was awesome!!! Got drunk with wings. Smirnoff with vodka wasn't juz a good cocktail it made us all fly. Was out of this world and hardly remember what really happened. So no point talking about it. It was followed up with the India vs Sri Lanka match. It was a sure blast. Our players gav it a good fight till the end. We may hav lost, but the atmosphere was juzt blasting. Cricket matches juz rock the hell out of us.
Last time i posted about my B'day. Well it was a total blast. I somehow managed to balance all of my guest with a deal with the devil. Any way it pulled off well. hmm well had two day outs with my frnds. One down south with bonnys frnds (chiks). Had a lot of fun there with them in the beach. The other one was a lunch in Kurunegala. it was awesome too. It was with sweet akkis gang. Unfortunately she couldn't make it bcoz her mom was sick (hope she's alright). Any way it was a really good day out. Loved it all the way.
Ohh almost forgot.. haha One of ma frnds sisters wedding. Omg how could I. Let me juz say it was a booze wedding. We all got drunk and danced the night away. It was in the bluewaters and was filled with white chiks haha.
Well guess the most important of stuff should come last. Wel I wont mention much about this for certain reasons. But let me juz say that i confessed. why now? It's a bit puzzling for me too. I really badly and frustratedly want her to feel good and hav a speedy recovery.
My point of views..... Was so amazed at how lucky i hav such a good set of frnds. I mean certain issues had made me think that how unlucky some people were when it came to friends. Well then again those certain people of course ummm let me juz say I had a pretty good understanding about'em for some time. And of coz there are these certain people no matter what we try to to pen there eyes they juz no only one thing. And that's to close it as if they've not seen anything. Then only I've realized my mistake. That I've gone back to my old profile. That of making people the way I think is right. How fukin wrong I am. To get involved in other peoples lives!!! fuk me!! In defense of my self let me just say i couldn't just hide my opinion. And of course I tried my best to keep it shut and then again these people just forced me into giving my opinions. This of coz is far away from the great matter i got involved. Which of coz in that case I'm so happy. I feel so light and really happy i actually did that.
That's it from me... over and out...
ciao ;)
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4 years ago
