Identity crisis

Well now this is really strange. For the first time in my life I'm sort of feeling isolated. This is really weird. Coz I'm feeling this in the most strangest of the places. It's at SLIIT. Where I've met with a serious problem of picking my friends. This is really strange coz all this started with one of my best friends going abroad who was sort of the last guy of our clan who I use to hang around with. I mean all this time when people were leaving I sort of never had that lonely kind of feeling. Coz this particular friend of mine and myself use to hang around a lot. And all of a sudden when he went I was sort of hit with a cement block. The most strange thing is that usually where ever I go I find people who I think would suit me the best to hang around. But strangely enough it never happened at sliit.



I've got an identity crisis at Sliit. Coz I can't figure out what kind of a person I should be. I'm not myself to start with. And I can't discover myself there as well. Wish I had my old friends there. Coz I feel really comfortable to hang around with them. I've got friends there and very good ones too but now as I look back at what I had, it's sort of this vacuum yet to be filled. I don't think I'll ever be my self at sliit and I'll never try, for what I've learned is that it would only be in vain. Yeah I know I've boasted about Sliit in one of my previous posts. But the times were different then. My former clan was quite intact. And we use to do all these crazy stuff together. Now only I've figured out that even then I 've had a friendship crisis at Sliit juz that it was over shadowed by the presence of my old friends. Now our old clan's in tatters. Only a few left and just as busy as I am.


And now for the first time in my life I feel really lonely. I guess this is what life is all about. Guess this the harsh truth about life and would be part of my learning process on my way to maturity as a complete person ready to greet more harsh facts on life.

Hope some thing big would happen and change everything to pick me up to start from where I left over..........

Going through that kind of a period!!!

Well what can you say when everything starts to go really fine for you after sometime?? Well that's what I'm going through right now.

let me start off, last week was the most boring and tired week I ever had. It started off with going to ma skul and trying to get my leaving certificate, and hell, I was really fucking pissed off with ma skul!! Alright that wasn't fun. But then the week moved on slowly with me sleeping most of the time and juz eating my time away surfing the net and watching T.V.

Weekend was really awesome. Y?? I got a new phone..Yahoo..It's a Nokia 6280. Man that rocks forever. And then Sliit reopened for the 2nd Semester. It meant a full stop for 2, very very boring months, except for a few mishaps here and there!!And my financial strengths increasing as I was watching it. Hmmm..... It is. Thanx for some kind donations and some hard work. And I've been working around this chik for a few weeks and it seems to be getting into ma head than I've thought....:D. Now that's after a long time huh...

And my home folks they have finally got over from that incident that I had in the mountain. Whoa now that's a relief.Hope this good times would juz keep up ...........

SLIIT rulzzz 4 ever

Sri Lanka Institute Of Information Technology

Code name:SLIIT
Citizens :Sliitations
Atmosphere:Cool and Funky




Folks SLIIT is the plc u wanna b.....Totally average plc...There are guys and gals from all walks of life...Really if u wanna get to knw abt the society with every corner covered SLIIT gives u the best chance 4 u to explore the society.




Out of all the private uni's in SL i think Sliit's the best equipped uni of 'em all. I mean It's really big(9 story building!!) . But thats not y Sliits so special for me. It's so special bcoz of the people u find there, they're juz awesome. It's a thriving community. We've got our own forum and loads of other activities. On a good day inside sliit U'll c 1000's of people buzzing here and there talking joking and studying all over the place.


I'm not boasting about o anything I mean every one basically knows how standard Sliit is...
So I ges I'm pretty lucky to be a part of it.........

Parents (specially dads)

This is a really annoying and frustrating topic....
I always wonder y does our dads doesn't give us the freedom that they had in there childhood?? It's really unfair..How they boast about them, while they have a drink and tell us like sweat corn!!
it's like they r there achievements... yeah alrit they r there achievements but there parents never restricted them or wat ever but for us??

Let me juz giv u sum of ma restrictions....(i'm a 19 yrs in 2007)

1. Must be home before 12:00 midnight.
2. Must tell them where I'm going.
3. Must give them a detailed description on what I'm upto.
4. Must tell them whom I'm with.
5. Must have a return time, any where past that I'll get a string of calls (like gals!!).
6. Can't take the car any where alone (that's the shit of all).
7.Films!!! This is the funniest thing... when ask to go for a film they sort of look down on me.


i'm not being lik anti parents here, coz I love them and all. But the thing is why can't they juz let us do stuff..

Here are the stuff they boast of doing!!!!

1. Going to kandy with one of there friends jeep. @ the gardens having beer. (Still skuln!!). There parents doesn't have a clue....
2. Watching movies ( They've watched 100's of movies....).
3. Going to one of these far away places where there's no light to visit one of there friends... Staying over( once I asked that and had a100 reasons y not).
4. Going to all these sports events and saying to us that the bus service was running till midnight those days!!!!
5. Breaking into one of the canteens stealing a chutney bottle thinking it was a jam an eating chutney all night!!
6. Getting into fights and boasting how they beat ppl up!! And they tell us we should behave our self.

Yeah we may have sneaked out and done better but when v ask to go out an stuff they restrict us. That's when I get really annoyed....
gee wonder when this would b over???

Ever wondered how a bloody mountain can ruin Your whole reputation???

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This is me folks....

Well I'm theeeeee average guy u know.... Not that I'm special o unique..#!$@#!..For that fact well who the hell in this world's alike!!!!!

I had a realy normal childhood.. Nothing out of the blue.... Other than the fact that I had dengue and I was down at the ICU for 1month....Yeah I was there.. And u know what the docs have said abt me??I've gotta fifty fiffty chance of been saved...Well mother nature must have had a bet with some one u now whether i'm gonna liv o not. Some how I survived the ordeal to tell the story. Mind u I had 2 go through some real big surgeries on ma way 2 recovery.

Well thats basicaly the most important thing that hpnd 2 me in ma child hood..

There are few ppl that are important in ma life other than ma parents that I think I should mention...
That's ma Grandma...And ma best friend KUSAL....
I've got 2 mention him....
Mind u he's been there with me in almost every important thing's in ma life....
Our history runs bac to the days of ma 1st B'day. He was there. Well v've had our ups and downs in our friendship lik any other relationship. But v've managed 2 battle our way through the odds..

Highlights of our friendship

* Was with me in ma 1st B'day.
*Skuld together from year3 -year 11(the best days of our lives).
*Got caught in the skul 4 a variety of mischievous acts.
*Had the first sip of alcohol together wen v were 7 o 8 yrs....
*Got Lost twice in the jungle. V were lost the 1st time in a jungle wen v were trekking in a jungle in Aththanagalla. Got a real lesson from our parents that time....Last time v got lost was wen v were trekking in a jungle near worlds end. V were high up in the mountains with the clouds when v suddenly got the realization that v were behind schedule.
*Went aftr chiks together and once actually got into a fight bcoz of one...
*Shared a lot important ppl inour life.
Thats him Kusal....

If U cld juz take ma best friend outta ma life then ma childhood wld juz hav an empty black hole...

CURRENT STATUS

Well I've finished ma A/l's....
I'm doing a degree course @ the Sri Lanka Institute of Information Technology.
Thats a real cool plc..I'll have to post a seperate post about sliit...
I'm also following Cima as a side line....I realy hate it mind u. I'm not that good @ commerce subjects.
But I've got a real craze for animation and programming. Thats sorta ma life u know..I realy love to spook arnd ma computer....

I'm hardly an outdoor person. but I can't live inside for too long either. I some how get the hell put of the house and go around the town.....

I'm a real free person. I hate to b tied down on ma feelings. I'm also a ppl observer. That's sumtn that I really njoy a lot, 2 observe ppl.....
I'm also huge fan of music. alot of hip hop and alternative plus rap....

Some how I manage to get a lighter perspective of life in every tight corner. One thing that I gav up on ma life is ma country.. I mean v've cum to that edge where evry thing in our country is so corrupt that I tend to hate it so much...
My view about our country is that sumday v'lll get soo dependent on international aid that v'll b debt stricken to a point where v'll hav to sell our country.... ya ppl that days very near.....


Thats basically me... a real ordinary guy
Soo peace to u all....

T.C
It's Skywalker over and out 4 now